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I'm not sure why I'm pushing everyone away from me, and I don't know why I'm doing it. I feel like I'm trying to protect myself from getting hurt, but I have no idea why. I just want to keep everyone at a safe distance. I'm scared that if I let anyone in, they'll hurt me. I'm worried that I'll never be able to trust anyone, and I'm scared that I'll always be alone. I feel like I have nothing to offer, and that I'm not worth getting close to. I want to find a way to stop pushing people away, but I don't know how to do it. I'm scared that if I open up, someone will take advantage of me. I'm worried that I won't be able to find someone who truly loves me. I'm scared that I'll never be able to break free from this cycle of mistrust and loneliness.