Perhaps I'm not the one for you after all.

I don't understand what's going on, and I don't like what's going on. My heart goes into peace, and yet I am unable to fix it. I feel like I have lost myself and I'm struggling to find my way back. I'm feeling overwhelmed, and I'm scared that I'll never get back to the old me. I need help, but I don't know who to turn to.Funny how I believed in eternity while I could never hold on to anyone for long because I would hurt them in the end.The promises you made to me still ring true, perhaps I'm not the one for you after all.You found someone while i still live with your memories yet i can't blame you because it's all my fault